LUCKY!

Friday, February 29, 2008



It has been a while since I last wrote something here. I just felt a burst of inspiration after I've seen the first three episodes of Shigofumi (google it...) and then see my TMD exam grade... Which I have made mostly with luck. And here it is the creation... Enjoy it^^

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Voices

I'm flying.
On a sunny day, I'm in the middle of the sky.
Looking below, I see attonishing faces everywhere.
Pointing at me, glancing.

I'm here. A thought that has not been thought yet
Rushes through my mind.
I am safe in here,
In the middle of the wind, in the sky.

I sense it everywhere.
A senseless expression, undescripable.
I hear its voice, the soft whisper on my ears.
My blood is reacting, life I've never experienced before...

I'm flying above.
Passing through mountains, rivers and seas.
Coming closer, being dragged near.
I'm just a white light.

Finally the voice says stop.
A beauty I've never seen...
My eyes shed a tear
I'm there.

My light mixtures with yours
Becoming only one.
Both listening to the voice
Spoken through the wind.

The Heart of Everything

Wednesday, February 20, 2008



Ok, two new poems have arrived... the 2nd one is for someone especific that I won't say the name her...but that person needs some cheer up just now... So enjoy:

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Silent Force


A beat
inside my body...
Beating and beating,
Giving me life!

Through blood
It works!
For blood
It was created!

Something in my head
Is working endlessly!
The engines are not broken,
They coordinate my body.

Without life it would not work,
For life it was designed...
Every piece of it
Works for me to live!

A chain...
Connects the life and the blood,
Making them one,
Creating a force neither spoken nor visible,
A Silent Force!

Deep in this force,
In the deepest darkness,
It resides the Heart of Everything...
I am aware of it!

It is the most powerfull force
Controlling everything on the universe...
Silently wandering in everybody's soul,
Some are aware others not!

At least one time on your life
You will be aware of it
And discover the true beauty of this Illusion called world!
If you are not aware of it, just wait!

The force I have now
Its the one that consumes me and makes me grow,
A sense of absulute happiness is inside of me...
I believe in all the good,
I reject the bad!
I am aware of it!
Of the Heart of Everything,
In the Silent force!

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Illusions


The illusion, the dream, the absurd of this
Consumes minds, souls, spirits and hearts
It twists everything,
The unknown answer...

It turns black hearts,
Corrupting souls,
Making people equal to SHIT!
Destroying everything!

So what?!
The illusion can be fought!
Spread the wings on it!
Search for the hope!
Open your heart!

Try not to be crushed by its weight
Because you are stronger than it!
You just need to use your powers,
Focus your feelings!
Watch the happiness of everything!

Don't be tired of awaking everyday
Because everyday its a new day, a new hope!
Feel good! Use your mind to watch every little detail of good
In everything!
Don't be consumed!

Happy birthday Nekomimi

Thursday, February 14, 2008



First of all: HAPPY BIRTHDAY PENELOPE AKA SHIZUKA AKA NEKOMIMI... I'm kind of euphoric...So I give you to you all an euphoric poem:
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The drop of memories


The heartbeat of every day...
The sunrise and the Sunset!
My unsolved soul,
The sleeping beast!

Carry me away!
The sun falls,
The beautiful stars
Are rising, the beauty of the night I wish!

The Souls of the Kings,
The Flames of the Queens
Are coming to me,
Delivering me healing for the pain!

The Romance has arrived!
Carrying the breath of my love!
Waiting for the true first kiss,
A white rose withering!

The wind has blessed me
With everlasting hope!
The feeling of the innocent,
The awating time!

Why do I love in the most dificult ways?
The memories, the pain,
The tears...
The feelings appeared, the human pain!

The Black rose
Has given me strenght to continue!
The end of all doubts,
The Beggining of all Hopes!
A drop filled with memories!

Day of Love


(postal from 1910)
Today we celebrate Saint Valentines day! It's my first time celebrating this... And I have an exam today...Thats the moment when I say: DAMN! I just hope to have good luck on it and have love on this day! For now this is my gift to you on this day:

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Ghosts of Love


I scream your name,
My Angel of Light!
Show me the way,
Flying in the sky!

Riding the sky
Untill dawn,
I'm with you!
A strange sensation!

The day when the Saint Love
Healed her blindness...
The day of the forbidden Love!
Today we celebrate!

We swim on joyfull waters,
Taking all the pain of the world away...
The awakening of the world is our memory,
Sang by mouths of angels!

My Siren of True Love,
I've found you singing!
Awating for your true love...
Carrying the burden alone...

We are Ghosts of Love!
Wandering through this journey,
Searching for each other...
Finding ourselves!

We are Ghosts of Love!
The wandering beasts...
If we don't meet each other
We will desappear into the moonlight!

Do not hold back your love!
The joy of it is the greatest song!
Its the feast for the vain
Where the love is in you!

So even If I fall
I'll just get up
Because of you...
You are my dreamy eyed ghost...
My ocean of delight!

On this nocturne concerto
The Macrocosm poured its powers on me!
The moonlight leading
To my beloved's land!

Deliver me my love...
There is nothing last to say,
Only that I love you,
My Princess of the Darkness...

Life Power

Friday, February 8, 2008



Ah this sounds like its my "Os lusiadas"! It was really interesting to do all these poems! The prologue of them is the Life Power... Anyway enjoy:

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The Master Pair


Sometimes
You began to fall into fear
It's all counted
In a funny kind of way

The day I've met the Moon
I had just born
The astral of Innocence
Searching cautiosly
But getting hurt by the darkness

The day I've met the Sun
He appeared to me Strong as ever
But uncertain, swiming in its light
As far as he can, trying to reach the tide
Longing for it

He wants to meet someone,
Embracing someone on his light
Reaching the tide
Going to the end

She wants to have someone
One that loves her
Her star in the sky
A different light in the darkness

The strongest light
And the most beautiful and gentle light
Both together
But far away from each

The Sun is uncertain
The Moon afraid of getting hurt again
A faceless feeling among the two
That makes them one

In the end
The story of the two
Will be counted
In a funny kind of way...

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The One With A Laugher


A lucky life
He has been destined to have
All the swords follow him
The greastet archer

When young
He exceeded everyone
Him by my side
A self-confident feeling I had

Growing to the adulthood
Archery he learned
One hundred percent accuracy he had
An amazing beauty for the girls in the town
A blessing smile for me

On the Adulthood
He commands the troops of the town
Has the most beautiful girl
Lives happily has it always have been
Blesses and protects me

He fights against all odds
Forever and ever
Living happilly
Making me happy

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The Beautiful Cat Who Does Not Give Up





Once there was a cat
Wished by all the others cats
With two cute ears
And eyes that could melt anyone
The eyes of a cat Geisha

She kept jumping to the biggest tree
To be at the same level as the dominant cat
But he wasn't there
So she just kept watching the horizon

Once I was a cat
I've looked at her
Saw her eyes
A sorrowfull look she gave me

I climbed the tree
Asked her why was she there
She only said
"Play with me"

I've kept playing with her
Never stoping
Seeing the brightest smile
The neverending fun

Now she waits at my side
On the top of the big tree
I, a black cat, calling my lover
She waiting for the king of cats
Both having fun
Both wanting their love

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The Opener


On my journey for the search of feelings
I've reached the Sancta Terra
The land of one thousand prophecies
I've know an ancient soul

Tired of wandering
On the land it was
Tired of the cruelty of the world
But still a powerfull soul

For the first time
I've seen it
I knew I had to do something
I had to tell it the world was not only cruelty
But happiness too

Through lengedary talks
I made it believe again
Through lengedary talks
It gave me the key to open my feelings
A sanctuary I'll never forget

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The Lover


The day the Opener gave me the key
The greatest feeling has reached my heart
The 17th feeling of the winter
I knew who my Lover was

An innocent girl
With the greatest spirit on Earth
Burning like the sun and shining like the Moon,
Smiling like the Archer
Looking at the horizon like a Cat
Forgetting the good feelings like the Opener
The mind of a Great Queen

On the 7th of a new Age
I've met her
She pointing to me is the greatest memory I have
Remembering her voice my confort
I've got Illuminated by her light
By her body, by her mind
A perfect match of body and mind

The eyes of Scathach
The dark Flamed hair of Venus
The lips of Athenas
The body of Gaia

She kepts walking by
And I always bowing at her feet
She is my Goddess
My religion
The religion of a Nameless Poet

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The Poet


Wandering and wandering
The Poet has kept going
Searching for the feeling that would make him write
Searching for his love

Angels were with him during all his life
Although he was too blind to see them
They kept helping him
Fullfilling the heart

Once a Archangel fullfilled the heart
He start writting
Writting desesparetely
Writting about the Archangel
Writting about the Angels
Writting about himself

Now he tries to call the Archangel
Trying to be together forever
He wants to gain wings too
He wants to fly

Let the greatest prophecy be fulfilled!

the time is near...

Thursday, February 7, 2008



Yosh.. Another poem has come to my mind... I think everyone that I refer there know who she/he is! So just enjoy it!

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The life power


Going on and on...
I go with no tears,
No regrets, no fears!
Just going!

Through my life
I've met people
That changed my view of life,
My songs!

All begins,
All ends...
Dust to dust, ashes to ashes, life to life
So enjoy the moment to the fullest!

In the beggining...

The Master Pair.
The Sun that tries to reach the Moon
But the Moon stays away...
Always with a living energy...
Do not give up!
Be strong Sun!
Someday the Moon will be yours!
And the astral of happiness will be among you two!

The One With A Laugher.
Allways smiling for the good,
Giving strenght to everyone
And living happy himself!

The Beautiful Cat Who Does Not Give Up.
Jumping to the top of the tree!
Watching the world,
Searching for true happiness with the brightest smile!
Making all the others play with her,
Having the greatest fun!

The Opener.
A pure mind, searching for the purest ones...
Not giving up on the cruel world...
Searching for the lost Nature!
And finding it someday!

The Lover.
The strongest spirit!
The greatest, amazing Goddess!
Who does not love but is loved!
The one, I, the Poet, will never give up!
My life, my soul, my kingdom, my heart!

With the power of everyone
I won't lose, I won't fail!
The wind always blows...
In the end...

Welcome

Tuesday, February 5, 2008



hai hai hai! I'm home and writting!!!! today it was a strange day for me...I woke up sad, lived the day sad and at night I went to play something and when I left the game I was happy...Don't know why... maybe my mind was being consumed too much by the feelings...Enough babbling:
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Welcome


The hole as been filled,
Now the chains are broken...
My chained feelings
Are now free!

The love resides
In my body.
My spirit is finally free.
The seal has gone,
I am free!

The heart is happy!
It is a raindrop
That fell on an ocean of feelings!
A fire that never extinguish!

The mind does not stop
Thinking about how the heart feels...
Only happiness inside it.
A mental chaos and a mental symphony!

The tears you cry in this state
Are a flow of water that can easily be changed!
Do not regret what you'll feel
Because it is up to you to reverse the flow!

Do not suppress your feelings!
Loneliness is more frightening than darkness!
So break the chains of emotions!
Welcome to the ocean of feelings!

Excel saga is awesome!

Monday, February 4, 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sqPTVpG64OI
(no image...just that video..I had to post the link for that oneXD)
ok...I need to let this excel saga (the most funny anime I've seen...I've just watched the 1st episode and I was like: WTF?!!?) song finish for me to start writing...I'm laughing like crazy with this song...ok it stopped... So have the poem:

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Loyalty


In the day I hide...
In the night I write!
I write about my love,
The Princess of my dark heart...

I write about how beautiful is she...
A beauty I've never seen,
Undescribable, amazing,
A beauty that is not from a human,
But from a Goddess!

The feeling I have...
I've never loved before
But now it is here, in my heart!
My Goddess has appeared!

I am not worthy
Of such beauty,
Such girl.
But someday I'll be!

For now,
I'm just a creator
Who bows to her knees...
A poet who is on stage
But does not act...
Maybe a coward,
Maybe waiting for the right time...

So do not abandon me,
I ask you.
I need you!
I don't want to be alone anymore!
Without you I'll be dragged by a force
To the depths of the world!
Chain me to the real World
I don't want to be a ghost anymore!
I need you...

So I declare!
As long my loyalty can't be touched,
I'll be loyal to you by mind, by dreams...
You are my first love,
The strongest love!

Study time for me now!

Saturday, February 2, 2008



Before I started my night of study I just needed to do these two... So just enjoy it!
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The darkest and the Brightest


I fall on waves of Light,
In hours of the night.
I've done what I needed to,
I've done it, but it isn't enough...

All the good times
I have enjoyed...
All the cruel dark times
I have lived!

There are no regrets,
The past, the present, the future...
There is only joy
All the time...

If I am happy,
I'll have a smile!
Celebrate it untill its over...
I will celebrate it with you!

Even if I'm down,
I'll have a smile!
Live the darkness inside...
I won't let you chain me or kill me!

The feeling which I feel,
The most complex one,
It is the Master feeling!
The one who doesn't have a word...
It does not need to be described by words,
Its a feeling you sense it!

Thats the feeling I have towards you,
The feeling of a thousand passions,
A thousand loves...
It is the angelic feeling,
The feeling of dreaming...
The feeling of living!

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The Starless Night


On a starless night,
Rain I hear
Crashing against the Window,
The thunders screaming outside.

I am not alone...
There is someone here...
A beautiful being,
A Goddess!

She grabs my hand,
Takes me to a unknown bed.
One covered with pink petals,
One that appeared in my wildest dreams!

A spell between us starts to affect.
The Goddess approaches me and kiss me.
A deep desiring kiss I am recieving
By the sweetest lips...

We start kissing wildly.
A struggle between two lovers.
The rose and the thorn,
The candle and the flame...

The clothes are no more!
The purity of our bodies is clear!
Touching each other,
Compressing against each other,
Feeling each other!

The kisses are not for lips anymore!
I kiss her head,
Her lips, her neck,
Her sweet breasts,
Her belly, her unwhitering flower,
Her legs, her feet...

She grabs my head,
A total extasy...
Asking more, needing more,
Crying for more!

The two of us turns into one,
The feeling turns more intense!
A trance we have never felt before,
An eternal embrance!

Her hands against my back
Start ripping some flesh...
The pain and the joy
Mix into one...
A climax of feelings!

After the united struggle
We both faint,
Exhausted, but with a Nirvana feeling...
The morning comes
With a cloudless blue sky...

2 more poems!yey!

Friday, February 1, 2008



Yosh! 2 more poems!! One is for my love (I think most of you know who she is:D) and the other is for a person who helped me alot when I was unsure...
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A Goddess


There is something strange
Vibrating in the Air...
A intense burden,
A deep vision...

The soul is on fire!
Flying away!
Striking the heart!
Commanding the mind!

The flame of love,
Attack me,
Envolving me on the eternal embrace!
Sounds of one thousand bells I hear!
The time has come near!

I hear a voice,
Whispering a thousand dreams...
The voice of a Siren,
The voice of a Goddess...

I see a girl,
With a dark flamed hair...
A vision that strikes me,
The vision of a Goddess....

I approach her,
I sense her scent...
The scent of thousands of Roses,
The Scent of a Goddess...

The girl starts to talk,
what a beatiful vision she is...
Talking to me, looking at me...
The Ultimate being!

The vibration of the air
Is near my mouth!
Opening it I talk:
I love you!

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A different girl


Once there was a girl
With cat ears and
The brightest smile!
A healer of spirits!

Once I've met her!
I noticed her ears,
Her smile and her eyes
Were not ordinary ones,
But caring ones!

There she was,
The girl with no taboos...
The girl who everyone wants to talk to,
The cat ears girl!

She helped me regain my
Long lost trust in the World!
With her curative smile
She eliminated the scars of the past!

All of my heart thanks to her
Because it is now completed!
My soul calls her
Because it wants to help her too!

So the girl with the cat ears
And the Brightest Smile
Walks forth on its adventure...
Healing while being healed,
Making the others happy
While she tries to be happy herself!