Friendship...

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Ok... Hime I couldn't resist my curiosity so I watched the video... Sorry about that!^^'' But that video comoved me!:O And gave me some inspiration to do this. Enjoy it!
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Break



Isn't it funny that
Only when the routine breaks,
People start to realize
what they have lost?

The friends,
The family,
The Home.
All that changes.

Friendships are destroyed,
Familiar Problems may occur.
You don't call that place
Your home anymore.

Isn't it funny that
Some people are
Heartless enough
To think that friendship
Is not important?

Later,
Those kind of people,
Are the ones
Who usually
Need their friends the most.

But say thanks to the change!
Thanks to it you realize
What is important
In life.
If you can really
Open your heart
and Show your feelings,
You will make
The important things
In your previous routine
Survive.

Happy birthday to me!

Friday, December 28, 2007

Today is my birthday! 18 years old...I'm old... After dinner I'm gonna have lots of family in my place... For now enjoy it:
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Lost


I always thought
It was uncapable for me
To love.
But now I know you.

I always felt
A hole in my heart,
But now I found the final piece,
Calling me, attracting me.

Once I was a lone soul
In the middle of this world,
This darkness.
But now I see a light!
And the light is you!

Come to me!
Save me!
Free me!
Love me!
Let me swim in your light!

I find you,
Another lone soul
Scared in the middle of this chaos.
Don't be scared of me.
I'll show you the path
of Love.
And forever
I'll protect you
Forever...

Almost my birthday

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Yosh... 1 hour untill my birthday and I'm gonna make this post my first post without a poem.

1st of all - I WANT GIFTS!

Ok, now what should I write...maybe what happened today... Basically I just passed all day in front of the computer chatting and playing (saint laziness). I should get a life <.<.

Ok... I chatted alot mainly with Hime [Thats the nick I gave her...] (she is addictive when talking...<.<) and played with her
Lineage 2 (yay I'm lvl 79 archmage and lvl 40 warlock) and MOHAA(AHAHAHHAHAHAHAH).

Today I was too on a Cosplay hunt.... yay 7Mbs of cosplay pictures! Sadly I just grab one Gintama cosplay picture.

Right now, I'm talking with a 17 year old chille (right now on Spain...) otaku girl... Very nice to talk to... She kind had some real troubles in her personal life...sadly... but she is really nice! She knows the feeling of an Otaku in a Anti-otaku country!

Also I'm thinking about making a project called Projecto Japonizar, which is making a community of 
portuguese otaku, and If I got luck maybe organizing meetings and other cool stuff... 
But I need resources for that! What do you think about it?

Concerning Rumbel (my fansub) I'm currently the leader since Toriki is absent here in Portugal... Episode 45 is almost out...Just needs encode...

I'm reading a book: Haruki Murakami - Dance Dance Dance, its being really cool, something is wrong with that hotel!

And Finally Concerning my Poems Inspiration... I won't tell anything about it, so girls stop asking:P


Now the video of the day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yZT8uElQCk

and the song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6SS7sos5YCs

Now I its time to go do something else! Bye Bye!

Wind whisper!

One day until my birthday! yay! I want gifts! BUAHAHAHAH... Ok, here it is something that came to my mind at 00 am...

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The Wind whisper


What is this feeling?
I don't Know.
Why is my heart pounding so hard?
I do not know.

On one cold Winter Night,
I am outside looking at the Stars.
All Alone I am.
Thinking about you.

My thoughts are about you.
Can you sense them?
Your thoughts are my beliefs.
Do you believe in me too?

My princess,
My queen,
My Godess.
I was in the darkness until I met you.
You, you are my light.

Listen to my words!
With this I proclaim
My Love!
On the coldest Winter Night,
through a Whisper in the Wind.

Merry Christmas!

Monday, December 24, 2007

BUAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA...erm...I mean...Ho ho ho! Merry Christmas to you all (and by all I mean the 5 or 6 people who read this...). I hope you all recieve lots of gifts! And I hope to recieve more than you!:P
And 4 days left till my birthday....Start buying me birthday gifts... Anyway let's see what I'm writing here.... Ah and did you know that last year I started writing a book?....It is a stupid book tho.... Maybe someday I'll put it here... ( passing that from paper to computer... troublesome thing...)


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Christmas


A great day
To Humanity
Is approaching.
Christmas!

In this time of the year
People are really busy
And anxious to see
Their gifts!

But usually,
People tend to forget
A important meaning
Of this holiday!

Share and create
Greater bounds,
With your friends
And family.

Let yourself be consumed
By the magic of this day!
Talk with your important ones,
Live happy!

And before you go to bed,
Think about what you have done today.
Don't you think it was really nice?
Don't you feel great?

This is the Ideal day,
The day that should be lived
All year!
Christmas day!

An after party entry...

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Wow... It seems now I don't need even to tell people to come here to read this blog...cool... Well I just had a party today with my old classmates... 
It was really interesting...It shows how much people change when they go to the university...
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Feelings


The way I am,
I don't care how others
see me.
I just want
to live happy with myself.

For that,
I'll have to accomplish
My two great objectives:
The love and the Dream!

People might see me as
annoying, not funny, arrogant,
weird, a poor soul in the middle of chaos...
I just don't care!
I don't care about what people
Feel about me.

I only want to live
Happy in this world.
I want you by my side,
In my sanctuary.

Feelings just need to be shared
With your soul mate.
Do not care
About what people think about you!

and another late entry....again....

Friday, December 21, 2007

ok, here are 2 poems I made in 10 minutes... I still have to know where do I find this inspiration.... Is it h......nevermind

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Spell


I turn off the lights,
I sit and concentrate,
a Candle is in front of me,
Let the Spell start.

I close my eyes
And use my mind
To visualize
The flame inside.

The world of Magic
Is fascinating.
You just need
To Concentrate and Visualize.

Make a connection
Between your
Heart and mind,
Do not think,
Just act.

I concentrate
All my chakra
In my left hand
It's almost time.

I feel my hand itching,
It is time,
I touch the candle
And the flame in it
Just turns black.

Then I notice that
My hand is turning
Into water
I freak out!

I wake up!
With my dog
licking my hand!
It was a dream
But could I possibly
Turn it into Reality?

I go to the bathroom
Look into the mirror.
My reaction
What the hell happened to me?

A new scar is
On the left side of the face!
I look closely
It's a scar that looks
Like a flame!

Why did that happened?
When did that scar appeared?
Who has done it?
Why does it have that shape?

I enter the living room
I see paper everywhere
and a candle on the ground
What have I done?

I pick one of the papers
And see a love spell
I look to the others
And I notice
They are all love spells!

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Time


Click! Clack!
Click! Clack!
Click! Clack!
Click! Clack!

It is time!
It is time!
No, I'm late!
No, I'm late!

In this world
There exists
A great machine,
The Clock!

The store closes
At seven pm!
Hurry up
We are late!

It is eight am
I have to go to work!
five minutes till five pm
Hurry up time
I want to go home!

The machine
Does click! Clack!
People do not have time,
They are too busy
With their daily life!

Wouldn't it be nice
To Clocks disappear
And people live
The way they want to live?

Click! Clack!
Click! Clack!
Now it is time
To finish time!

another late entry...

Thursday, December 20, 2007

And here it is a random poem that I thought... Enjoy it:

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Social Life


Today people
Meet me at the bar,
Let's drink a beer.
Celebrate!

Today is not my birthday,
Not even Christmas.
Today is the day!
We have found a better day!

Let's celebrate!
Nature is revived,
Pollution is gone.
Celebrate!

Everything is
nature healthy,
So let's drink
Untill we can not
drink more
And Celebrate!


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Work


Today it was hard,
I work hard,
But by working hard
I earn my money

Some might say
That my life is boring,
I don't agree with that.
I like my work.

Work gives money,
Money gives me food,
Food feeds me,
I feel so good!

Now it's time
To go sleep,
Tomorow is another day,
Another hard work day!

The beggining of all

Monday, December 17, 2007

4 Am and I'm still awake... I am talking with a friend and seeing his own blogspot when suddenly I feel something deep in my heart! "What is this feeling?" I asked myself. I opened notepad and start writing, writng, writing... This is the result. Enjoy:

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In the Dark

In the Dark,
I sit and think
In the Dark,
I dream.

The magic of the world is gone,
I search for the one that'll bring hope,
The one that saves the Earth
The fifth Element!
The Great Seraph!

On Forgotten times,
Before it all begun,
The five Great Archangels
Were sent to prevent
The pain of the Heavens.

When Heaven falls
Love will appear
Between two of the great ones.
The holy war is about to start!

Demons will fall from the Crimson Sky
The great holy war has begun!
The Heavens cry
Now the five Fight!

In the Dark,
I dream
In the Dark,
I sleep.


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Cherry blossom


The beauty of Cherry blossoms,
Makes me remember you,
The one that I love
I need you!

I'm like a Samurai
I'll follow my Bushido!
Through honor
I'll conquer you.

I'm the wind,
you are the Leaf,
I'll take you
To watch the Cherry trees bloom.

My love,
My weakness,
My darling,
My Cherry leaf.

Be dragged
by my love.
Through the Way of the Samurai,
I'll have you!

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Forever!


Forever!
I Love
I feel
I Sing
I Dance

I love you
I feel happy around you
I sing to you
I dance with you

Forever!
I need
I want
I ask
I give

I need you
I want you
I ask your love
I give my love

Forever!

Even if the darkness comes
I'll stay and protect you
You are my light
My princess
Let me be your light

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Lithium


In the world we live,
Science dominate!
The magic is gone!
We are only machines!

I walk alone,
People pass by me,
They look emotionless,
We are only machines!

I'm tired!
I don't want to be a machine anymore!
How can I be human again?
I need the human's lithium!

I've found it!
I've found it!
My lithium is my lover!
I'm no longer a machine! The magic reappeard!

Machines!
Don't be heartless!
Open your heart!
Feel your feelings!

Express the magic of the heart!
Listen to what the Creator tells!
Nature and love
is our lithium! Our lover!

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The appearence


This is it!
When the dark is disappearing
And the light is appearing
I Write!

I write what I feel!
I'm anxious!
I feel Immortal!
I want to be with you
And share the feeling I have!

Come to me!
Come to me!
Follow the nothern star!
My heart beats for you!

I talk while I write!
So inspired am I!
I hope that I'm on your dreams,
Because you are on my mind!

I want to wake you!
I want to share this feeling!
This madness!
This Inspiration!

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Happiness


On the tavern
With friends I am!
Socializing, socializing!
Drinking, Drinking!

An Hour or two
pass...
I can't say how much time it was...
All I know is that I am happy!

I'm happy,
Because I have friends,
Because I love,
Because I feel!

Suddenly I see you!
You, the one with the white dress!
I feel my heart Exploding!
I love you!

I am the Black
You are white!
I am Alpha
You are Omega!

You come near me
and ask my name!
I'm so amazed
That I Faint!

All black
All black
A light?
A Light?

I wake up
And See you crying
I ask you why?
You answer I love you.

My friends laugh
I laugh with them
you by my side
Laugh with me.

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Sleep


On the bed,
really confortable,
I dream,
Where does the dreams come from!

Science says
its all on your mind!
Its random images,
that your brain produces!

I say Science is Wrong!
I saw the place where dreams come from!
Deep inside your heart
there is a place!
A place where
part of mother Earth lives!
Its called the nature well!

Nature well
gives me the dreams I wish
and turns them reality!
Then how most of them
do not turned into reality?

Easy to explain!
Its because
I still am not listening
to all that Mother Earth says!
I have to fix it!

Suddenly I wake up,
Watch the clock,
nineteen past six,
I turn myself,
And try to find the nature well.

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Thanks to this inspiration I went to bed at 6:30 am... and had to skip classes... Now I just hope, that today the same does not happen... I hope...