A total euphoria

Thursday, January 31, 2008



Instead of studying, here am I writting poems...and this one simply came out... I haven't hesitated even for a second... a true Euphoria!

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The feeling


The feeling...
The feeling I have inside,
My crippled mind,
My lustful heart.

I can't say what I am feeling.
There are no words,
The time ate them all.
The endless boredom is tormenting me...

The feeling is sorrowfull,
Dreadfull, but still happy and joyfull.
It is nothing, yet
It is everything.

Only a part of my heart
Is being shield by this euphoria,
This calling of the unkown.
Yet it is on the shielded part
The origin of all resides.

The voices in the wind
Are contradicting themselves,
Whispering in my ear,
Screaming in my ear.

I start to lose my consciousness,
I am thinking no more.
My hand only respond to the heart,
To the feeling, this unkown feeling...

All the other feelings are a part of the feeling,
The Love as its origin,
The happiness and the sorrow as its members,
The fear and the courage as its vital organs.

The night approaches silently...
I've reached the Mental and Heart Simphony.
I am a chosen one...
I'm feeling the magic rushing in!

So I'll dance through the night!
Watch it pass by!
The time is not important!
The consciousness is unnecessary!
I am One and One am I!

fantasy!!!!

Wednesday, January 30, 2008




There is no text... But it seems I've given the chance of writting about everything here:P So just
read it and appreciate it!:P 
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A Nymphomaniac Alchemy


Today I've returned from the battle,
A wounded soldier.
The ruler's broken tool,
The destroyed home.

The last man standing I am,
Returning from the Highest Hell.
I am standing in front of you,
A bloodish victory.

The feeling of love,
I need to cure myself!
To release the blood of dying man,
Come to me, my darling!

Let me kiss your innocent pure lips...
Touch your milklike skin!
Appreciating your flame hair...
Feast on you!

The eroticism in this glance
Purifies me.
As you Heal my wounds,
I'll give you the ultimate pleasure!

Let me taste your deepest desire...
Let me confort your heart!
Let me enter your domains...
Let me penetrate your feelings!

The womb has been fullfilled,
Recieved the sacred liquid.
The climax of the two
Who have become one!
The wildest dream!

The extasy...
The beauty and the beast
Made only one.
The greatest Sight!

The Nymphomaniac,
The greatest Fantasy!
Has Cured me!
Saved me!

RAwR!




ok, this is a new poem...I dedicate it to this awesome city I call Braga! So, just go read it and shut up! RAWR!

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The Land



On sacred soil,
The heartless and the sorrowfull met.
The angels saw and said
The Prophecy would soon be fullfilled.

On the promised land,
Feelings of the Good
Have they felt,
Protecting then, Shapeshifting them.

The lonely tower of the one who did not have an heart
Began to Crumble.
The ruins of the one who had a bleeding heart
Began to transform in its ancient splendor.

Black has turned the heartless
In all its glory.
The good Darkness of the Feelings
Began to warm up the blank heart.

White has turned the sorrowfull
In all its power.
The white state of mind,
The energy of the living through the veins.

On the land where all begins,
The White teaches the Black
What feelings are.
The Black teaches the White
What Happiness is.

The angels of the Land,
Watch them,
Chanting their songs,
Bless them.

The angels of the Land,
Pure as white,
Glorious as Black.
Have dangerous feelings no more!

On the Land of the Darkness
And the Light,
All changes,
All turns diferent!

AHAHHA

Tuesday, January 29, 2008



Muahahahahahahahahah And here it is a poem dedicated to my programming teacher, and to all my friends from LEI!!!! Long live JBB!
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THE GREAT ONE!




On the first day,
He created someone,
The One that would create the universe as we know it.
This product of a roundhouse kick.

When the roundhouse kick was done,
He said to his puppil
"Good job, brat"
That puppil nowaday
Is known as Chuck Norris!

The Amazing One,
The Allmighty One,
The Creator of Norris
Has been heard in a lot of legends.

The swords of Gilgamesh...
The creation of Excalibur,
The UFO's.
All are His creations.

Millions of stars
He has watched die and born.
The evolution of the Human race He has watched closely.
Now He lives with Humans...
And His name is JBB!

When He is sitting in front of a Apple...
He is taking care of the universe!
When He is programming...
Prepare to watch a new age born!

He programmed the meteor,
The one that killed the Dinossaurs!
He was the reason the world war has begun and has ended...
He is the master of us all!

We all are a part of Him!
The rocks are a part of Him!
Everything is a part of Him!
He is JBB!

meh<.<

Monday, January 28, 2008





It has been a while since I have not written... Alot is passing through my life... And the university does not help with the feelings I'm feeling. The wind is forgetting me, leaving me all alone. I feel confused... I feel brainless...Have I done something wrong? I do not know...I know nothing... (damn I feel emo while I wrote this post<.< Am I turning emo! I hope not! White if I turn emo, plz kill me!XD)
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Incomplete


The black hole in my heart is consuming me,
Consuming my life, my soul.
Bleeding I am.
My pain is incomplete.

The daily life is consuming me.
The stress rushing through my veins,
My bloodless veins.
My body is incomplete.

As a write this,
I don't know what I am doing.
It is never enough what I write.
All it is incomplete.

My feelings,
The anxiety, the fear, the anger,
The sorrow, the guilt,
Are taking over me.
I feel incomplete.

The feeling of missing someone
Is killing me,
Its darkness
Crushing everything inside me,
Destroying me, corrupting me.
I am incomplete.

I need to do something!
I need to get down with this sickness!
I want to feel Complete once and for all!
What can I do?
Which is my solution?
What do I need to do to erase all my fears?
The monsters inside my head...
Can you say it to me?

My tears are frozing,
As my heart is burning.
The feeling of love,
The great and only,
The one that can call your name and touch my heart
Is giving me courage of saying that,
I love you!
You are all through my mind!
Through my dreams!
Through my soul and through my heart!
It is frozing my monsters,
Filling the hole,
Making me smile.
So I won't rush,
I'll just keep going.
As its pace says.

The fate...

Thursday, January 24, 2008



Hai hai hai! Instead of study for tomorow test (I'm counting on you white magic!) I've finally declared my love! So:
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The Dance of Love


It has been done!
On the forth minute,
Of the seventh hour of the Afternoon!
I declared myself to a princess!

I did not care about her reaction!
I felt fully prepared for it!
I have moved on!

(On a total random note...
As I write this poem...
My mom is annoying me...
With dinner...)

As I declared myself,
I felt the burden go away...
The adrenaline rushing...
I've felt insanely nervous,
Still I was and I am happy.

So for now I'll be on this garden of unknown flowers...
I'll live this way,
Without an answer, a thought about it,
I don't care...I still love her...

My final decision



After a lot of thinking and thinking...I've finally came to a decision... The decision to not quit..But to move on instead... I'm fully prepared... All the courage I need is in me! My dream is dreamt! I don't care about your thoughts on it... I just want you to know it... I won't be sad, I won't be afraid, I won't give up! My final face has appeard, the face of fate! So prepare yourself my love, because I'll tell you the next time 
we meet... 
I will tell you that 
you are loved...
 Prepare yourself my inspiration, my godess, my queen, my princess, my everything...
 I will tell you... The time has come, the decision has been made...


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The Decision


The time is decided!
It has finally arrived
I will say it once and for all!
I'll tell her!

What will be the result...
I do not know...
I'll just grab all my strenght!
All my courage!

If you think you are the one,
Prepare yourself!
I'll come for you...
You are my inspiration, my love...

My dream is almost dreamt!
My life force is on its maximum!
The world I'm living
Will take a dramatic change!

Prepare yourself!
As I am prepared myself!
Because the time has come!
The time has arrived!

The Dance of darkness

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

And another poem has come to my mind! Uhm let me talk about it a little... this one is like a dialog between 2 persons... the first 2 and the last 2 strophes is one person talking...The other is another one...whatever...just enjoy it (stupid net...I wanted to post this earlier...but the net has failed!

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The dance of darkness


Why are you so afraid?
Why do you not believe?
Why are you so down?
Why is your heart behaving like that?

Crushing a dream,
The unforgivable sin...
Is what you'll do,
If you do not think about it...

I am no longer afraid
Of the demons of the Night!
The Prince of darkness is gone
And I'll take his title!

I won't suffer anymore!
I won't bleed anymore!
My heart will heal!
Because I'll be with you!

I won't crush dreams...
I won't commit the unforgivable sin...
I will not tollerate
The choice of my mind!
My heart is the one who shall choose!

I'll honor to death,
My promise,
Protecting you
And loving you...

Are you sure you will do that?
Won't you crush a dream anymore?
Will your heart lead?
Will you find light for us all?

The time has come!
The time for you to dance
Through your life!
Join the eternal love,
And Dance!

new poem...whatever

Tuesday, January 22, 2008



Yosh...It has been like 2 days? 3 days since I wrote a poem? I felt the inspiration again to write another one...here it is, enjoy it:

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Hope



Welcome to my paradise!
Take my hand and I'll show you
My dark Side!
The gothic side!

My shadow is stalking me!
It's weight is pushing me down.
But I'll not ever succumb
Because my hope is everlasting!

If I'm down,
I won't let you chain me to the ground!
The gothic embrace restores my love!
No one has the right to take it away!

So enter my paradise!
Be amazed by my mind!
I'll show you the truth behind love,
My love towards you!
The everlasting hope...

Weekend...<.<

Saturday, January 19, 2008



Weekend! yay! Or not yay, because I have an essay to do...University is troublesome! Does anyone want to do it instead of me? I'll write a poem dedicated to that person:P! Anyway to my Kawaiiko-chan here it is another poem:

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Atashi no kawaiiko-chan, sore ga ore no jinsei da



You are my sunshine
And I am the Earh moving around you.
Enlighten me with your beauty,
My dearest Sun.

Grab my hand,
I'll take you to the promise land.
The heaven is the last step.
We are newborn angels of love.

Through Mountains and rivers,
Through Oceans and unknown lands,
A knight flies away
To be with her love is his only thought:
"Wait for me, Wait for me..."
As he travel on his dragon
The elves beneath sing:
Sing about the love of the knight and his beautiful princess,
Sing about the truth of the world.

As I walk in this big city
Full of concrete and busy people,
I notice a flower,
A flower with such beauty
That makes me be with her untill the end of time.
What is my flower doing here...
I will take you with me
And enjoy your beauty
Forever...

I'm on the Internet,
The path of Information,
Searching, Playing, entretaining myself
And I see you online.
I forget I'm on the Internet,
All I know is that I'm with you.
Love is not only physical,
But psychological the most.

As I write the randomness
I feel how good is being with you
My sunshine, my angel, my princess
My flower, my beauty.
So stay with me...
And be with me...
You are my existence...


The light of the Darkness



Wow...I was about to write the lyrics of a song instead of this random text... Today I'm at MANGUALDE! yey! Poor Rafaela...She has to study so she is not here... I'll miss you! (still I miss more my essence, my inspiration... every second that I pass without you hurts...) Anyway POEM TIME!:

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Darkness and Light


Dark, Dark.
Is the world we live on.
Darker than black,
Evil and dreadfull.

The terror rules,
The black roses cry,
The future ahead is a blackhole,
Consuming people, Devouring people.

Kuroi, Kuroi!
Excuro, Excuro!
The world is a shame
But it is where we live on.

Still the world is not black!
It is only dark when you think it is!

Light, Light.
The world we live on.
Lighter than White
If you want it to be.

Just grab a smile.
Think about the awesome things of this world.
Where you can live happilly.
Think about your friends, Think about your love.

Grab the hope!
The world is not black anymore!
The terror is gone!
For the loved ones you smile!

Shiro, Shiro.
Niveus, Niveus.
The world is beautiful!
And it is where we live on!

late night post

Friday, January 18, 2008



Late night post... Almost weekend yay!!!!!!

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The Golden Age


The night is my sun.
The sun of the great lovers!
The greatest act of luxury is acting!
The Golden Age continues, hidden, forbidden.

Some Man tries to met his beloved one.
Manipulating her, through nice confortable words.
She gives herself away.
The sins rule the night!

Another Man conforts his girl.
He embraces her and stay that way.
For a long, long way,
Untill the day is on its way.
The beauty rules the night!

I am thinking about my love,
My sleeping beauty.
Embracing the memories of talking to you, seeing you.
Waiting for the next time I'm with you.
The love rules the night!

The day rises!
The day of new opportunities!
The greastest time is approaching!
The time I'm with you!
My Golden Age!

weird...

Thursday, January 17, 2008




Today I feel weird...only...weird...
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The Life searcher


On a rainy night I'm walking.
Purifying my soul through the water that falls from the sky.
The feelings are gone, the troubles are gone, the sadness is gone, the happiness is gone.
All I know trhough this rain is that you and I exist.

I ask the wind,
But it does not answer me.
I ask the rain,
But the answer does not appear anywhere.

I continue walking...
Searching for the path...
The path that indicates to your heart...
The path I'm walking on.

The wind blows my fears away...
The sand burries my feelings...
The fire burns my troubles...
The water purifies me...
The Life is you...

I'm searching for the star on Earth,
Continuosly searching.
I'm its protector
And I'll always be.

Latin poem!



Yosh! A new poem is rising! today It has latin too! Sugoi desu ne? I'll show you too a poem that a friend of mine (Knight of the Broken Cross) has done... Mine is Amoena...his is the next one...

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Amoena


Optatio.
The night is getting darker
The Heart is amused
The wind is strong and cold
The wish is mine.

Tempestas demoror.
The prayers are no more
Music is on the air
The love is singing
Time Stop I command.

My guardian angel walks forth
Astral promineo.
The one that watches over me
Is my freedom.

Prospicientia.
Is watching my dreams
Shining like thunder
Is my mind!

This is the heaven of love
Being faithfull as the Truth
Until it is over
The shortest life.

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Yellow panthers flying through the sky
As the blue doves sing their lovely song
A sea of colour where my soul swims
Trying to reach the centre of the world

I am not hallucinating,
I'm not going mad
I know what I feel
It's more than real
I feel the need for you

And in one tremendous roar
That makes the world tremble
My heart overcomes me
And I tell you
I love you

a confidence

Wednesday, January 16, 2008


^its a black and pink teddy bear!:O

I'm feeling sad. And happy too. I don't know what to feel it seems. My heart is acting weird. I don't know how to react. It has been like this since I've met you, my inspiration. What should I do?

I feel happy because today I bought some cool stuff for me, because my life is cool.

But I feel sad too because I've barely talked to my inspiration since holidays. I want holidays again. I want to talk to her from morning untill night. I miss you, my inspiration. You are always on my mind

I miss my friends too. How could I've been so heartless to just know now how
important where them to me... I miss them too... But I think I will only see them again on the 25th or 26th January.

Oh well...

My life has been busy. I have to big projects to finish this week, and one I've even not started... This will be troublesome.

Anyway:
The song of the day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNvnzAiHkZg NIGHTWISH - Master Passion Greed

And the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ZG4WqjZ-Mo NIGHTWISH - Bye Bye Beautiful

Ok...and this was my 2nd non poem post... A confidence to you all

random poooost

Tuesday, January 15, 2008



Yosh yosh yosh! today I bought clean dvds, new headphones and the 2nd volume of Le Chavelier d'Eon...I'm feeling awesome so I will give you this poem:

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Every


Hello! How are you?
I'm felling awesome and you?
My heart is pounding fast because I've found my
Essence!

Her name is beautiful.
Her body amazing.
Her Personality is the greastest I've known!

I want to have her,
I need her,
I don't think I could live without her,
I love her!...

My heart pounds fast!
My body is amazed with such feeling!
My brain only thinks about her!

Everytime I'm awake, I'm thinking about her.
Everytime I'm sleeping, I'm dreaming with her.
Everywhere I'm looking, I want to see her.
Everywhere I want to be with her.

lala...dance dance

Monday, January 14, 2008



One random Poem.... I don't have anything else to say...

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Dance

The night is darkly rising
The love is in the air
Share it, Share it
Share it between us.

The sky is starless
The path to you is my light
I'll go, I'll go
I'll go to you

My fading heart is
Living again.
I live again, I live again
I live again because of you

You are my light
On the darkest night
You are my shadow
On a blinding day

The music is playing
You are dancing...
A pure white dress you are wearing
I look at you
You have taken me by surprise

We are dancing together
Like the Beauty and the beast
An Improvised duet
We are.

I'm amazed by your beauty
Your smile is Chocolate to me
Your words are God
I am yours.

The Day is lightly rising
The love is in the air
Share it, Share it
Share it between us.

lol....





(really oldie photo)
This poem...is like my love story... yep I'm saying what I was then... and what I am now... So enjoy it.... (ROCK ON SOSAI WAKASAKI-SAMA! you rule! you can confess what you felt on ancient times...)

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Myself


You are my first love.
Who could tell me
That I would be in love?
I, who once was a loner.

I grew up by seeing
People being in love.
Always I was the only one left behind,
I had an hole on my heart.

Everywhere I looked
I only saw couples.
But I was on a apathic state.
I did not care.
I was a loner!

Just seeing people embracing themselves to the love
Made me sick.
I always thought:
"What is so great about love
When being a loner is ok?"

People asked me who I loved.
I couldn't answer,
I would lie.
But now the time is diferent!
I am not me anymore!

Now it is diferent!
I awake up and my first thought goes to you.
I walk and see a couple. I think I want to be like them with you!
I've found something to fill my heart's hole!
And that is you!

I no longer look to love
As it was a disease!
I don't want to be a loner anymore!
The one I want to be...Is being your prince
On this Erotic Alchemy!

Be with me!
I will stay with you!
I want to be completed!
And one with you!

The Parade

Saturday, January 12, 2008




I was so in love with the anime Paprika that even today I'm still thinking about it. So don't mind me if I made this poem a little like Paprika. Have I ever said that I love my inspiration?:P Enough bla bla bla... Here I present you The Parade! Come and join me on the Parade! You know you want to! Its the best place to be!

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The Parade


My blood is boiling
Energy in my heart turned into a human form
My great Utopia is about to start
Let the Parade Start!

Warriors and Wizards
Frogs and cats,
Dogs and Dolls,
Buldings and microwaves
All belong to the Parade
Let the Parade pass!

Where dreams turn into reality!
The parade pass!
All happy about the mundane
Things of the world!
Make the greatest noise!

In the middle of all those things and beings
I'm walking!
Dream and reality is the same!
Let the Parade continue!

We are advancing!
The mixture of the World!
Where there are no taboos!
And everything is free to do anything!

Everybody is happy!
This is the show time!
The main event is occuring!
The parade stops!

All wishes of the Parade come true!
The greastest happiness is occuring
On this dreamy cloudless blue sky!
The great festivity is now!

I hear laughs everywhere!
I look at my side
And there is you!
My dream came true!
The dream of having you by my side!

Everybody is singing!
With this eternal happiness!
Unnanimated objects too!
The parade is great!
Continue to live the dream!

The Parade starts moving again!
The greatness is amazing!
So much happiness is advancing!
Let the Parade exist!

Now the Parade is complete!
Dreams, reality, dimensions
All merged together!
The Parade is one!
You too belong to the Parade!

Let's continue with the Parade!
Let's go celebrate for eternity!
Because you and I
Are together finally!

another post

Friday, January 11, 2008




ok...another post... I want so see pure things! Damn...I should not talk to white so much at this time! the inspiration time!

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Black tower


On my black tower
I glance at the world.
I want to use
My long-lost wizardry,
Because this world is lost.

It sickens me.
The human mind,
So self-centered...
Never think about anything,
Only about yourself.

The night sky tells me
There is hope.
A pure soul
I have found.

I spread my long-lost
Black wings
And try to fly.
I want to save the pure soul.

Don't change!
Don't be consumed by chaos!
I will use my renewed wizardry
To protect you
From the evil of the world!

I'm a soul keeper!
A pure soul
Shalt never change!


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The final battle


The world is dying
Cars, industries,
All resumes to
Pollution!

The nature is revolting
Against us! Humans!
We have hurt it...
Now it is natures turn.

Disaster are continuosly happening,
Thousands of people die everyday.
We should be careful,
When they cry,
We are the ones that suffer!

Look at the big cities!
Shouldn't we call them
Big amount of garbage?
Only pollution comes from there!
The air is toxic!

We need to be careful!
We can no longer
Be hurt by nature!
We are the losers!
So accept our defeat
And do not hurt them anymore!

dreams...




Today I bought and watched an anime movie called Paprika (the picture is from there). The most awesome anime I've seen untill now... It is about dreams. So interesting. So here it is a poem:

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Dream of a machine


Dream.
The only place
Where you can find
Total privacy.

Dream.
The world is yours.
The place where you
Keep your deepest wishes.

Now imagine...
How would the world be,
If a machine was created,
A machine that revels your dreams,
A machine that can bring other people
To your own dream.

If not used carefully,
Your world would crumble.
But if it would be used correctly,
It would be amazing.

People from far away
Would be close on their dreams.
(I want to be close to you, my love...)
Dreams would be a part of the Reality.
(We will meet on our dreams...)

Still humans should not
Try to be God!
In the name of science
All the morals are gone!
So as long as the machine is not done
Dreams belong to God!

The war of heavens

Tuesday, January 8, 2008


Meh...I should not listen so much to Draconian....Here you have a little story I've made!
(two posts in less than 6 hours...uhm...I'm improving)


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The Heaven war


[God:]
Look!
It's the angel Lucifer
In al his might!
The one that fell
To the demons' night!

The one that
Plot against Heaven
With the daugther of Lilith,
The queen of Demons!
My sons, my angels!
Prevent the chaos!

[Narrating:]
The angels approach,
Using their powers
To prevent the angel Lucifer
Transform the Heaven into
A eternal Ifernal hell!

[Lucifer:]
I shalt not believe
On the father of Lies!
Thou shalt fall!
And the Demons shalt rule!

[Michael:]
Thou shalt obey thy father!
The light shalt prevail!
And the world shalt live!

[Namaah:]
Thy father is corrupted
Thy beauty is dead!
Do not hesitate demons!
Draco is with us!

[God:]
Angels, Archangels and Seraphins!
Use your holy might!
Do not let the night corrupte
You heart!

[Narrating:]
The heaven
Starts to crumble
Below so much
Infernal corruption.
Finally God is defeated
And Lucifer laughs with joy.

[Michael:]
I have a thousand tears to cry,
Heaven has turned into night,
I have many others reasons to die,
My existence has been broken,
But my heart shalt not be consumed!
I shalt not surrender to the Darkness!

[God:]
My child,
We have not been
Totally defeated.
The archangels are not just
Michael, Gabriel, Raphael and Uriel
There are a few more,
The ones that shalt saves us all!

[Lucifer:]
God,
My sweet father.
The Dragon opened
My eyes!
Showed me
The way to
Turn this world
Into an eternal beauty.

[Namaah:]
You, who calls himself God!
You fell in the hands of Draco!
You shalt never rule the world again!
Because the World is Draco!

[Michael:]
Pitiful demon,
Let your soul be purified!

[Namaah:]
Michael,
Son of a liar,
You, who has a absolute fanatism.
Let your soul be sacrileged!

[Lucifer:]
It is time!
Draco's army,
Let's go to the world
where the sons of lies live!
We shalt turn everything
Into an eternal night!

[God:]
Be careful my son,
Because everything that
Seems sweet, can turn
Into bitterness that
You can not imagine.

Those sons of lies,
As you call them.
The humans,
Are my sons too
and they will oppose you!
And defeat you!

They will be guided
By my eldest sons!
Be careful!
Humans
Have the most important power!
The power to Love!

[Narrating:]
Lucifer's army opens
The portal that goes to Earth.
The blue sky turns into
A red Crimson sky.
And Pandemmonium starts.

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And a poem:

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Dew


On a rainy winter day,
I've found the other half of me.
A being of an eternal beauty.
Whom I'm not worthy of having.

Maybe I should declare.
Maybe I should visit her.
Maybe I am alreay loved...

In moments of pain,
I see her and everything else
Goes away.
You are the dew on
a Cherry blossom
On a Shiny Spring morning.

Maybe I am not worthy.
Maybe I'm not loved.
Still I'll love you.

Finding nem...Finding Hime!

Monday, January 7, 2008




Today it was kind of an adventure for me... Instead of going to classes, I went to Gaia to meet Hime personally!XD Still I had a really hard job to find her university... It took like 2h:30m to find it... But it was really amusing to go there!^^ *cough* have to do this more often and hime=KAWAII*cough*

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Awake

Awake...
I whisper through
Your ear.
You are the sleeping beauty.

Awake...
I hope you had
A pleasent night.
Now a new day is born.

Let's go and find
Something amusing
To do, my beauty,
What will it be?

You are my Divine Angel.
A beauty I have never seen
Before.
I want to be with you
Untill the last of the days.

But for now,
Let's dance.
Dance while listening to a beautiful song.
Still not as beautiful as you.
You are the only and the only one
I truly love.

So let's enjoy
This new day,
And enjoy the next day,
And the next,
Untill the end of time.

1st school day of 2008



Today is my first school day of 2008... I feel so anxious! New year, new guy!

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Anxiety



Tak tak tak tak tak
Tak tak tak tak tak

I feel anxious!
I feel Nervous!
I can't stop
Moving my leg!

Stop it!
Stop it!
I order my body
To stop and to calm down!
But it does not answer!

Why am I feeling
Like this?
I know it!
But I can not speak it.

An important day
Is today.
I feel that something
Really great is going to happen!
Will it really happen?

Tak tak tak tak tak
Tak tak tak tak tak
My leg does not stop moving.

Stupid dream

Saturday, January 5, 2008




Today I came back to BRAGA....My University city... What needs to be done, needs to be done...oh well... Today I had a bizarre dream, here it is:

"I was approaching a palace, when a 2 leg walking Golden as the sun LION opens the doors of the palace and iluminates all night...I concentrate my view and see the princess of the palace...she approaches me and says: "you are the one!". Then the Lion approaches her and picks on a glass full of pickles sauce...(that vinagar...) and gives it to the princess. She says today it is not for her. She takes the glass away from the lion...and starts putting in me the pickles sauce like it was some perfume. SUDDENLY, the ground starts to crumble and me and she fall in a place full of mud and We transform in Shrek and Princess Fiona... There are some russian dudes making their traditional dance...we dance with them then we go to the palace again to eat dinner... I go to the balcony of the palace and see a MODEM and a shotgun in the balcony...I come back to the dining room and start saying that the king is guilty! He is taking by the police...."and its over the dream...

Anyway...here you have it:

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Stay


I can't continue
Like this.
The anxiety is
Taking over me!

I look at that pair,
And I only feel despair!
Because you are not
By my side!
(I want to be like that pair!)

I feel like
I'm dead!
I don't want
To Live like this!

I need to do
Something!
Something that will resolve
The master problem!

My head hurts.
My heart hurts.
I no longer can
Stay away from you.

You are taking
Over my mind!
Everywhere I look,
I only see your shadow,
But no sight of you!


I don't care
What your answer is!
My love is the Truth!
The Truth is absolute!
The Truth says:
I love you.

So, my princess,
I will come to thee!
And Stay with you!
And stay with you...

I always keep forgeting to put titles...

Friday, January 4, 2008



NOOOOOOOO!! School is almost starting again! I don't want to go...I want to stay in my house and doing nothing all day! Ah click here: http://kurokaze.myminicity.com/ Anyway today, straight from my stupid mind, I bring you:

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Storm


Like a thunder,
That felt through
A blue cloudless sky,
The feeling appeard.

I was not prepared for it.
My state of mind turned
Into Mental chaos.
I just knew
That no longer
the "I" I knew
Existed.

I embraced the feeling.
The feeling embraced me.
I experienced
A great anxiety,
Also a great happiness.

Timed passed...
The happiness has flown away...
Now only anxiety
Resides in me.

But!
I know how to
Bring the happiness
Again!
I Have the recipe,
Although it is not
Completly secure,
I just need to apply it!

Will I have luck?
Will the happiness
Come again?
Or a great sadness
Will come?

I don't know your answer
my leaf.
But someday,
I, the Wind,
Will ride with you
The journey of
Happiness.

Like a thunder
That felt through
A blue cloudless sky
Your answer will come

Happy new year

Tuesday, January 1, 2008




2008 is here! I wish you a Happy New Year! Celebrate it! And may your dreams come true!... Now enjoy it:
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New Year



The Old Year
Is finishing.
A lot of memories
we have done this year.

Some were good,
Others bad.
Still it was this year
That I start loving You.

A lot of hopes
We have for the New Year.
I don't care if most of them
Do not turn into reality.
As long as the hope
of You love me,
Turns into reality.

So let's celebrate
Like we have never
Celebrated before!
The New Year is coming!
Lets wish and hope
For our dreams
to happen!